I depend on cough syrup too much. I wanna stop myself from sipping, but I can’t. Am I addicted to it ?
Why do people have to say such things without knowing the truth about me ? I know that I’ve hurt the people around me with the things that I’ve done. But that doesn’t really make me a bad person. Cause I keep the balance on doing the good things and the bad things in life. I don’t even get it why do people have to judge so quickly without even knowing or asking me why I did this or that. Life is unfair, and it’s not easy being me. People tend to forget about the good things I’ve done, and never fails to point out my mistakes whenever I did or do something wrong towards others. Sometimes I don’t see the point for me to change for the better. Cause the only thing these people see in me is a boy who’s full of bullshits. But it’s okay, I’m done trying. Let’s just wait and see where time will bring myself to. Goodbye & Goodnight to myself.
All I need is a hug, not just any hug. A hug from you telling me that everything’s gonna be okay. You have no idea how much I miss you, Ayu.
You’ve made a big impact in my life and you’re one of the reason why I wanna change for the better. To be a better guy than I was before. It’s sad that you won’t get the chance to see the good in me now. But whatever it is, I just wanna thank you for everything. The good and the bad, everything. I will never forget the pain you’ve put me through. Cause that’s what keeps me going. The pain.